- Listening to: Dinkas when I close my eyes
- Reading: Nothing
- Watching: Nothing
- Playing: Nothing
- Eating: Nothing
- Drinking: Nothing
Ever since I was enrolled in A/P Art I find it hard to finish any work at all. It's practicallu impossible for me to finish something without wanting to do it over...I used to find a confort in my art and now it's just a project now...I don't like it and thats the reason why I still don't have any new work posted because it's all there but I became so self-conscious of my work that I don't want to finish anything because I'm afraid I'll ruin it. Which isn't what I am at all. It used to be making drawings for my personal satisfaction and how I coped with everything and now I find myself starting something then throwing it away...
So I'm sorry...I am trying to get over this phobia but I really miss drawing how I felt and not being presured into putting only certain things onto the paper...Please forgive me I promise I'll post new work as soon as I can finish anything.
Gabby
Where did the fun go?
Devious Comments
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Jack: You might as well give up. Your worst nightmare is here!
Wuya: You're not gonna take your shoes off, are you?
<:B )---- My rat army is comming -----( 8 :>
I get like that a lot too; art's not really something to be forced. My poetry's the same way; and especially anything achievement related just throws a stick in my spokes--it's not the same when it becomes a job.
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Sometimes, I like to write. But if I was meant to write all the time, I'D HAVE PENCILS FOR HANDS.
No, my true ambition is not about writing. My true ambition is to someday host a breakfast potluck in the park.
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